new road

Recently , someone told me this chinese sentence that into " everything will be destroyed in his time , only the path to heaven is for eternal " Clearly , this sentence had its origin from taoism influence . Clearly it is about something that i never thought of . But it still impact me deeply . Throughout my life i just take whatever just come my way . Whether is following the order of my family , going to school , trying to make the most of everything . I always thought as long i am following a clear set of rules and regulation i will be that . Everything in my world is governed by certain set of rules . Rules such as working hard will get u a life of prosperity . keeping to laws will grant you a safe and peaceful life . Following all this prescribed reasoning , life seemed easy and simple . But recently my life had entered a new phrase . No longer i can relyed on the defense from my families , shelter of my school . I was thrown into the confusion of NS . First time in my life , i had to make my own decision . i came across new things , new people , new reasoning and new way of life . And i cannot run from it . This new way of life brought doubts into my old way of living . i began questioning . I start to wonder had my past way of living been wrong . Could i lead another way of life ? So i tried living with other people reasoning . Following trend and fashion of the other crowd . leading a new life . But that only brought more questions . So i am at a crossroad . Not knowing where each will lead and end into . confused and lost and without any hints to what i should do in a world where everyone wants to preach . It is at this junction where i came into this sentence above . My own interpretation of this sentence is that all the path u takes will lead u nowhere . Only by seeking true understanding of this maze , u can find the answer . So understand this maze of life is the way . Could this be the ray of light that i am seeking ? Could this be the answer to where i should be heading ? Is the fundemental assumptions that i had been relying on be wrong for all this time for so long ? unknown and more unknown . In this equationof life , it is filled with so many variable and unknown that i could never decipher . Or perhaps it is never meant to be solved ? any figures could be put into the variable . it is only whether the equation to be balanced ....