simply me

My name is Febrin . I am nt smart , handsome , rich , fit or even remotely studious , u name it , most likely i dont have it . But i just have this tiny , little ego that resides within me . I believe that by having such a unique name , i should lead a life that is different from all that is around me . I should do something that distinguished and differentiated me from all that is around me . AND here is how i am doing it ........

Saturday, September 27, 2008

best wishes

I was at tampines MRT station when i start thinking about the things that happened today ..... To be frank , i almost wanted to skip daryl birthday party today . Afterall it is at Tenah Merah and i had an sprained ankle ( from running less than 200 m , which is kinda pathetic realli ) , but eventually i decided to go . it is after all its his 21st birthday . So after 1hr of met ride , 8 dollars of cab fare and 10 min of walking , i finally reached the place ... But the nightmare was only just beginning , i saw the whole group of ppl surrounding daryl . And i knew none of them ... OMG is it the start of hrs of awkwardness which me outcasted at the corner . I mean if i am like really tall and handsome then acting loner at the corner could be cool , but a fat dude with green hair trying to act punk is just ..... a little less cool . So i really have to thx to 2 people who tried to make me feel less awkward , lysia and "hanna" i think its spell like this . They help me cut short what could be endless of torment and torture and awkwardness . thx goodness !! But what realli impressed me at the party was something else . It was how well received he was . Everyone there truly wishes the best for him . They may come from different walk of life , they may even have not seen him for ages but willing to come specially for him on his 21st birthday . Well i personally feel that if one should be contented if he or she has as much blessing as him .
To be frank i always feel a bit of envious of his success . He does after all been rather successful in his life I.E. he has good grades, strong friendships , successful HR skills , leadership qualities . Of course my better sense always prevailed (ahem) so i tend to congrat him as a friend than rather than be jealous ( hhahaha partly true) . But tonight i changed my perception of him .Yes, he does has a good life, but he also deserved it . Not only he is devoted in his faith , hardworking in his task and most of all he does not claim credits for his success . He could have claimed credit for all that he has ( i know i will show it off ) but rather In his speech ( a fully-typed out one ) he accredit it all to God . Now I may not be a believer , but i can see that he is truly a believer , and one that will keep on believing ... So at the end of my journey home , i truly feel that he not only have a wonderful life but also a deserving life .
Since i finally blog after such a long break . I shall be a bit more nagging and share a bit more abt my life . Basically it is kinda boring . Oh ya i did something stupid i managed to sprained my leg after 200 m run and it still hurts after like 1 week and bandages haha the day after my sprained ankle i managed to lock myself out of my room with all my handphones and wallet in it . To top it off , i have to meet han wei at Jurong East . SO being the genius that i am i stole money from the toilet ( yes i am surprise that there is money at the toilet ) and i cab to JE , thinking that i will reach be4 han wei and camp at the 98 bus stop . OF course it failed ... After 2 98 came with no sight of han wei . i knew i have to do something . So dragging my injured leg i comb the whole JE for sights of him ...... after a long ( and painful ) walk , i saw him stand relaxing at the top of JE complex . Omg like nothing happened .... But well . Then more walking from SRC to ARTs library ... then from ARTS library to earth lab . Why must all the walking be on the same day ....
HAHA this entry is getting kinda long , so with this thx for reading , all the best :)